shame

so stern the expression he quietly wore;
the mirrored image of shaken faith.
eyes searching out for something more,
yet unable to find peace or feel safe.

it was in the hidden dances, secret affairs,
and arrogant attainments of his stride.
in his transient desires, his travelers' cares,
he lost sight of the man he kept inside.

the reflection made it so saliently clear;
his castles had fallen to a barbarians' play.
that was the first time he had felt such fear,
for when God showed him his heart...
it turned away.